Heart Controller

I went into the forbidden forest, No canopy to protect its soil, A mass grave of ashen leaves, I walk alone on layers of soot, No wind to accompany me, A journey of lonesome drifts, Yet, the branches moved Ever-so-slightly, As if ancient limbs of An enormous skeleton, But not just one – An army from the forgotten era, Never mentioned in history books, Not even in legendary tales, Dread filtered through my eyes, Hysterical thoughts devoid of actions, I stood for an uncounted length of time, Gazing at an empty sky, Nothing seemed to be alive, Yet, the branches moved Ever-so-slightly, As if the moon casted magical spells On naked trees for reincarnation, Though, neither did they approach, Nor did any bark retreat, Except, the greasy soot Feeding itself into the bones, Darkening its core, Evolving its nature, Deluding its innocence, Engulfing its purity, Then I fell to the ground, Drained from all energy, An entire sc...

Let us not talk of this painful phase, Never shall it darken our days, Thorns have grown within my care, A time I can no longer bare, If you ever find a hint of hope, If I ever dare to live and cope, Yet, billions of stars twinkle in the dark hour, And yet, the flashback weakens my power, Fortunate events of planets and moons, Colossal universe surviving the monsoons, And there I walk and there I live, With smiles and peace I always give! Friday, 06 th of March 2015

Tell me something – Something different – Different to what you just said! Tell me that I will live – Live longer than few months – Months into years with those I dearly love. Tell me to seek advice – Advice from another doctor – Doctor who might have a different opinion. Tell me that these words – Words desperately seeking hope – Hope to find some sort of painless cure. Tell me to stop – Stop thinking about the disease – The disease that tears my body from within. Tell me to forever go away – Away from all of those around me – Me that is suffocating their oxygen away from their lungs. If you cannot tell me anything, If you are going to sit in total silence, Then let my eyes cry, my mouth dry, My ears block, my mind numb, my limbs fit, Let the rigidness of my tired face Illuminate my heart just a little bit more, For I will reach total cure by being in total silence. Monday, 02 nd of March 2015

Where is the one meant for me, I will find the you-know-who one day, Let me grow into you, or you into me, A parasite that I would not mind, Trading my entire beating heart For our hands to never be apart. Saturday, 14 th of February 2015